Lucifer: A Criminal Against
Humanity
A Message from the Spirit World by Dr. Sang Hun Lee |
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Chapter 1. The Life of Lucifer and the Events He
Precipitated
Preface
Oh God! How should I to do
this? Where should I start to write? When I pick up my pen to write a
preface, I feel as if there is pain in each and every cell of my body. How am I to put into words the pain and suffering that I have
experienced with the devil? This pain isn't even worth boasting about, so how
much of it will I be able to candidly communicate here. It happened as I was about leave for For a time I was a teacher, and I came to
know about the Principle through the parents of one of my students. I
listened to Divine Principle lectures for ten days. I was truly amazed. I was
as if I was learning a new formula for my life. Yet, it was not easy for me
to change my religious affiliation. Every Sunday, I was in such great torment
I could hardly stand it. I struggled for seven months, and finally change my
religion. The ten days of Divine Principle lectures changed my life. My
mother, who had spent her entire life in prayer, had said in her prayers,
'May my son accomplish the work that I have left undone." Until then, I
had the nickname "Smiler." After this, though, I never smiled. It is a memory that I don't even want to
recall. IN spite of this, I write these words in hope that evil will be
burnished forever from the Earth and that everything will return to the
original countenance and original position desired by God. I don't even want to count back to see
which year it was. Satan tormented me ruthlessly for three years, and then
finally attempted. He grabbed hold of my stomach so that I could not eat. It
took the longest time for me to eat even a spoonful of food. It often
happened that I would swallow my food too quickly. I would start to have
trouble breathing, and it took a great deal of effort to get the food into my
stomach h. Every time this happened, my husband would message my stomach and
pray for me. I remember the expression on his face - tense and anxious that
Satan might take his wife away from him. He looked yellowish, and beads of
sweat fell from him as he held me and prayed with all his might as if he
sensed that I was about to take my last breath. I don't even want to recall
the pain that we suffered as husband and wife during the struggle. We would
struggle like this for about an hour before Satan would leave. It would have
been nice if that were the end of it. I was admitted to hospitals as often as
four times in a single year. Satan tried every possible way to kill me. One year, God commanded me to visit a
number of prayer chapels located in various places. Then, one day He
specified a particular chapel and commanded me go there. He told me to remain
there for forty days. This command came as a complete surprise to me. This
was a place that was difficult for me to stay even four days - no not even
one day - much less forty. Yet, He wanted me to stay there for forty days. I
stamped my feet, and said, "You ask too much of me." It was a
command from God, so I decided that I would obey, even if it meant that I
would lose my life. I wonder whether there could be any place on Earth that
was as horrible as this. It was a place so terrible that I could barely bring
myself to look at it with my eyes open. There were patients with severe cases
of abdominal edema, people missing arms, people missing feet, people whose
mouths had caved into their faces people with tubes connected to their noses,
people whose faces had become contorted, people whose complexion had turned
dark and who seemed to have nothing left but skin and bones, and people who
used their entire bodies to roll around. I saw children with pitiful bodies.
I saw people whose faces and noses had all been twisted out of shape. I was
dismayed at the sight at these horrific sights. Even more difficult for me
was that I had to worship together with these people. The smell of rotting
flesh was worse than at a fish market. There was something even more fearful.
Dead bodies were being carried away here and there, all around me. I could hear them making their final
agonizing cries of, "Oh God," "Oh Lord," and
"Please, save me." It was pandemonium. I would see people one day
in pitiful conditions with expressions of deep anxiety, who
would disappear in a day or two. I wonder how God received the final prayers
of these people. How was I going to spend 40 days observing this pitiful
sight? None of the spoons and dishes used for these peoples' meals were being sterilized. People were in such hurry to eat
that they would simply wash the dishes before reusing them. I had no idea how
I was going to gain control over my personality and my environment in this
situation. I wondered what possible purpose God could
have in placing me in this situation of incredible death. "Please accept
me just as I am," I prayed. "Where do you intend to use me that You
should give me such suffering as this?" It was a series of untold number
of days of tears and pain. How am I to record on paper the pain my husband
felt as he left his wife in this place, separating and rending asunder our
small family of just three people? I barely managed to complete my 40 days
amidst this confusion and suffering. I thought to myself that since the
following day would be my forty-first, surely God would tell me, "Leave
this place." And sure enough, at exactly five minutes past midnight on
the fortieth day, God spoke to me saying, "You should leave this place
at once." I replied, "God, I will leave here in the morning."
God grabbed hold of me and comforted me. He spoke to me in tears, saying,
"My loving child, I don't want you to have to stay in this place even
five minutes longer. Leave quickly. But my loving child, my child, my child,
there is one thing that you must be sure to remember. You can forget
everything else that happened in this place. But there is one thing that you
must learn from this. You must gain an understanding of the real nature of
Satan. This place represents the reality of Hell. Satan has taken all my
children and defiled them. But I must take care of them and cure them."
God comforted me for the various ways in which He had given me difficulty. He
repeatedly emphasized, "You have to realize this before you go. You have
to see this before you go." And He cried very sorrowfully. God expressed
great sorrow that His child had had to suffer, and told me, "Leave this
place at five minutes past midnight." I escaped from that Hell, leaving
God behind. God does not hesitate to be with His children in the midst of
suffering, and is determined to treat their injuries and diseases. Now, it is my intention to report an
incident in which Satan attacked me directly. I have previously testified to
the spiritual experiences that I had during the three years period I spent
visiting various churches. Each time, Satan would stand on my shoulders and
jump off from a high place and stomp all over me. This was his attempt to prevent
me from going to the meeting place. Whenever I stood on the stage and began
talking about the spiritual world, Satan would pinch both my cheeks. He even
tried to put his hand over my mouth to try and stop me from speaking. As I
stood on the stage, he would even push me backward. I would grab the podium
firmly with both hands, or in many cases I would spread many cushions in the
rear of the stage before I went on stage. This existence of Satan cannot be
compared with that of any devil on earth. He is a deceiver, liar, and he does
not even the smallest amount of moral integrity. The three members of our
family went through a lot during the period leading up to the publication of
Dr. Sang Hun Lee's previous book, "The Reality of Spirit World and Life
on Earth." One night, God woke me from my sleep softly, and said,
"My loving child, do not be afraid. Satan is railing that he will do
what ever it takes to kill you. So in order to keep you alive I have switched
your suffering with that of your son. As long as you stay alive, your son can
recover. I know this will make your heart ache, but you must be
patient." I yelled at Satan, saying, " Satan,
you devil! Where do you think you're going? You are my enemy. Are you
completely blind?" Satan, though, paid me no attention. My anger was not
resolved. During the time that I was reporting the
content of the book titled, "Lucifer, A Criminal against Humanity,"
I was forced to endure countless hours of lamentation and indignant anger.
God, Dr. Sang Hun Lee, my husband, and I were together in experiencing this
indignant anger and pain. At the end of this book, where Lucifer writes
letters to God and to True Parents begging their forgiveness, Satan needed to
shed desperate tears and repent. But he did not do this. Instead he was
without emotion, remorse, or tears. His attitude was that he was writing
these letters only because he was forced into a situation where he had no
other choice. In particular, he refused for a long time to write the letter
of apology to humankind. During the forty days it took me to finish reporting
this manuscript, my health declined terribly. I continued the task, however,
determined that I had to live at least long enough to finish the manuscript.
Will Satan compensate me for the pain and suffering that I experienced during
this time? At the end of each day, I would hide the
portion of the manuscript I had transcribed during that day. Now I want to
express the anger that has been building up inside me, and kick out this
devil Satan forever. In the end, God told me, "My loving child, you have
really suffered. But you are not the only one. It hasn't been easy for Sang
Hun to communicate this content. He cried aloud as the looked into every
corner of Hell. He cried and cried. He embraced Heung-Jin Nim, and cried
endlessly. You have no idea how much time that Sang Hun spent in prayer and
in anguish, trying to keep me from having to see these terrible scenes. In
his relationship to me, Sang Hun has walked the way of a loyal subject and
filial son. You are not the only one who has had a difficult time." "God," I said, "it's true isn't it that the end of evil history is now
behind us and that a new morning, the new day of your eternal world, has
dawned?" I didn't expect God to answer my question. God concluded by saying that Dr. Sang Hun
Lee has completed his final mission as a person who has arrived in spirit
world. When I understood the depth of Dr. Lee's devotion and heart to God and
True Parents, it made me feel very small and ashamed in comparison. Let all
of us now be liberated from Satan. In doing so, let's build Gods eternal
world of peace and happiness, where there is no poverty or disease. I made
this determination for myself as I remembered the unpleasant experiences and
memories of that period. I sincerely hope that all those facing the trials of
disease and hardship will now be able to lead lives as beautiful as the peony
blossom that blooms in April. I hope that we may breathe in the warm spring
air, and rise up to make our break through. Overlooking the Asan Campus, Young Soon Kim Present this letter to Father! Father! Father! I received a command from God just
prior to the 360 million couple blessing. He told me, "You must now
reveal the true nature of Lucifer to all humanity and resolve all the pain of
the history that had a wrong beginning." He also said, "Work
quickly to resolve all the things that True Parents must do while they are on
Earth." Father! I again offer to you content that
I have put together. I ask that you please read it. Please point out those
portions that are wrong, and scold me. Father! I now offer to you the content that I have
put together in accordance with God's command. -February 10, 1999- |